Saturday, August 27, 2005

POINTlessness

its amazing how much you can realise about yourself once you say something out loud.. and how easily it gets re-inforced if you repeat it ample amount of times...

the point of my pointlessness or how i feel dis-interested in everything was something that started out as a passing reference and then when i put more and more thought to it.. the only thing i see is that i am a part of so much and yet i am apart from all of it... it wouldn't make me the slightest of difference if almost any of it stopped existing tomorrow. i'd probably find a fresh substitute for it and continue like nothing changed.

existing.. living.. couldn't be jst about getting from today to tmrw.. and hopefully trying to enjoy the journey...

i wish someday i can find a purpose sound and meaningful enough to change the mood of my listless life... right now i guess we could even settle for someone who can make all of this seem a lil more interesting....

we can be heroes.... just for one-day!

4 comments:

Fanaah said...

never let anything be indispensable, else you wont try and bring a change into your life. And never be indsipensable at your job-else you will never get a promotion :P

Anonymous said...

ure mad!!

Anonymous said...

ure mad!!!

Anonymous said...

Really... how dificult can life be... this is obviously not only in context of this post... after a pt u have to realise wot u want ... its imperative to know that or atleast trying to discover... be it sleepless nights ot grades... and eventually complications and simplicity...